Just a Joke

You never listen
And everythings a joke
with you

You always twist my words around
With that devil's tongue of yours
Answering a question with a question
And when I try to play nice
You have to throw it all away

Your words and actions never meet
You know your killing me
But you do it anyways

You try to say you really care
But when I need you, your never there
And laugh about my pain to my face

I wonder if you'll ever know
That your the one that hurts me so
Who brings me to do
The things you hate

And when it matters t me
You laugh it off
Like you don't care
Like it's just a joke

I say I love you
But you just hold it over my head

Yes, I may like it rough
But this much meanness
Is just too much

With all my heart out to bear
Your words they sting
But you don't care
Because it's all just a joke to you.

Rip My Heart Out

I wish I could just forget

All the pain you've inflicted

All the blood I shed

In the vanity of your name

I wish you'd quit ripping my heart out

I wish you'd quit telling all those lies

Because I might need my heart, for someone sometime

Quit cutting me open

I'm not your puppet

That you can operate on so easily

You've hurt me so bad

But I'm just as guilty as you

Oh I hate you so

But so eager to let you back in

Just rip out my heart

Leave me here to bleed

Then I wouldn't feel this way

And you could finally leave.